About one year ago, I was not sure of where I will end up afterwards.. I was nervous, because lots of money and time had been spent.. After I ended up where I wanted to, I started to dislike it, all the things that I loved about it began to seem very small and fade away..not that I ever regretted coming here..but I just lost my appreciation..and now I think that's a poison to life..and it's sad that it's always happening.. You finally get what you want and after a while you take it for granted and start wishing for something else..I'm not saying we shouldn't aim for higher, but we should also keep reminding ourselves of how far we've come and appreciate it, and that what we have now ( maybe not all of it) was once a dream of ours.. We tend to forget that we're living the dream..we get used to it and it becomes just "normal life".. Yes, now that I'm here I can see better, I know better, I know that it can be better, I have lots of new and fresh dreams, but I shouldn't let them make what I have now any less of a dream. This is what I've wanted for god knows how many years, I'm not gonna let my inner perfectionist ruin it for me..I'm going to enjoy what I have and still keep shooting for the stars.
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